Should I say good morning in a cheery disposition or solemnly nod my head in acknowledgment of the situation? With each step trodden, the internal monologue forecast every eventuality, the door was already ajar, his presence posed in the hallway. “She hasn’t passed urine all night, she slept straight through” His gaze searched my visageContinue reading “Greetings”
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No fear
A large framed straight talking man seemed to be lost in a void as his words echoed around my ears “please can you help me, I’ll pay you?” “I don’t want, neither will I accept your money, you are our friend” “I am no charity case, I have to pay you.” ” we are yourContinue reading “No fear”
Fingers posed
Fingers posed, at the ready To type some profound knowledge from my complicated Psyche. …………. Fingers posed, at the ready…. Still attempting to unravel the puzzles submerged within my mind Fingers posed, at the ready…. I am informing myself that today I will be the best version of myself that I can be Fingers posed,Continue reading “Fingers posed”
Inconsistent enteries
Inconsistent enteries Time just passing by Water seeping through the holes My heart breaks, bleeding for the souls Of those who walk oblivious To the beating of the drum Inconsistent enteries I cannot Be a number My bed awaits my slumber But the lids refuse to close As the torrent of droplets Tipple from theContinue reading “Inconsistent enteries”
Fucking covid
And yes I did swear! Fuck, fuck,fuck,fuck,fuck!!!! Thankfully I do not have covid however, the consequence of this pandemic leaves me wanting to scream obscenities across the land. Today my best friend, my soul sister, my mentor, awoke for an ordinary day. At 12.20 she was sat in the opticians chair completing her routine eyeContinue reading “Fucking covid”
Poison sugar
It was akin to an airport sniffer dog, I could smell the aroma, taste the sweet nectar on my tongue, I was just required to seek it. I did that alright :), I politely asked my better half if he would be so kind as to fetch the Mcvities Club biscuits from the passenger sideContinue reading “Poison sugar”
CLICK- My life
”Click” the lamp illuminates the room once again. My brain will not quieten, “shuuuuuuuussshhhhhh brain please” The internal monologue, the stream of consciousness, constant chatter on overdrive. I mindlessly scroll through the reels until my eyes become heavy, that is it, sleepy time… “Click, okay ahhhh time for sleep” CLICK, “no sleep for you tonight,Continue reading “CLICK- My life”
Space
Transforming space to calm the soul. Just a unique small space filled with memories and quirkyness that is relatable only to you. It feels somewhat cleansing, sacred, neither reflective nor invoking thoughts for the days ahead. Just a unique small space to just sit and be! The only apparent issue I can notice from theContinue reading “Space”
Musings of others
As the sun beats down, the grass emanates life within,As the ants scurry absent of mind to my wonderings of their thoughts, As the honey bees hum, clinging to the chimney stack, They know not of my inquisitive mind to their beliefsHigh above within the cloudless sky, three buzzards, What fills their minds, what bringsContinue reading “Musings of others”
Living in the moment
Time, intuitive eating, being kind to myself and living in the moment are the staple thoughts I have adopted for the past few weeks. I have disregarded the catastrophic thinking that had become my ‘norm’ and opted for a more stunted mindset. It has been a learning curve and I have faced internalised demons, tackledContinue reading “Living in the moment”
Hormonestogravestones 