It has been a while….maze of the mind

It has been a while since I placed thoughts on this page My mind has become an incessant pool of questions with no rationality nor reason. My hands are wringing, my eyes dart swiftly from one thought to the next The whys, the Ifs, the if only, create a continuum of destruction within the depths,Continue reading “It has been a while….maze of the mind”

Being jolly

I’m trying so hard to be jolly At this festive time However the clouds are hoovering above me The taste in my mouth like lime So I am attempting to grace my face with a smile And sing a ho ho ho Festooning the place with tinsel Some berry and Holly for show Come onContinue reading “Being jolly”

2021

Tightness engulfs the mind The demons of the soul creeping between the cracks Incessant words ricochet around the invisible walls Clasping palms over the ears to dull the sound. The deep crimson petals fall silently to the earth Their richness of tone begins to fade As the drums beat louder And the conductors snarl. TightnessContinue reading “2021”

Heart stops beating

One day the heart stops beating The engine ceases to be Life is but a glimpse Fleeting In the vast open sea The waves keep crashing upon the eroding shore The couple, once the teenage dream, hobble hand in hand Across the time trodden land The clock continues to strike each hour as before TheContinue reading “Heart stops beating”

I told you so!

Today is a ‘feeling shite’ day That others, I’m sure have too This menopause lark is bleak Every thing my mother said was unbelievably true I initially thought she spouted words For sympathy she might seek But I apologize profusely now As she nods in the ‘ I told you so’ I have a ragingContinue reading “I told you so!”

Unhinge life

Most extraordinary craft said Bowie to me On that warm sunny day when i still felt relatively free To live my own life, with consequence my own It all seems a distant dream, now my life is on loan To the powers that be who think they know better Who dictate to the masses andContinue reading “Unhinge life”

Menopause can leave now please

Menopause.. what a joy Im ecstatic with your charm Thank you so much for visiting me My brain is certainly no longer calm It actually feels like my brain has enlarged and pressing on my skull My eyes, like balls of fire pulsating in their sockets Oh wait, let see if there is a lullContinue reading “Menopause can leave now please”

Final breath

You took your final breath today You said your last goodbyes Your body no longer trapping you To the confines of its sides Your conscious is now free my dear to soar above the clouds The pain has freed you from it clutches, your vision becoming clear To be at one with everything

I need to face the world today

I’m cosy in my bed balancing the water bottle on my forehead The wind is circulating outside, rain drops spattering my windowpane I need to face the world today Cool air touches the skin on my  arms as they venture from the covers Pain receptors awakening, my body begins to ache,.fingers stretch I need toContinue reading “I need to face the world today”

Run the race

What is success in this ocean of greed? Did the great oak question its destination when it presented as a seed? Can we achieve true happiness in the blink of an eye? Are we alone in this great expanse of clear blue sky? Is achievement being the owner of material wealth? Or can we beContinue reading “Run the race”

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